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........... so the day has arrived when my daughter is no longer with me. And last night while I was playing with my little wonder till 2 a.m she did make me cry. Who knows when will I see her next?

Bhai left for U.S today and life is not going anywhere. I am still unemployed. I still don't know what colleges will I apply to and I still do not have an idea of what the new year has in store for me. Life is moving on & I am not. Its that time of the year when people are generally happy because of X'mas and New year, they are buying presents and gifts for each other and my life remains the same.

Do I sound sad and down here? Trust me I am. But then I am not gonna lie down and say "Ok Well, I lost & you won". NO WAY!!!!!!!!

Thats not me. That will NEVER be ME. So yeah, the fight goes on. Everyday is a new challenge & I may or may not be ready to face it, but I will put up a brave face and give it my best shot.

All I can do is pray that the new year brings in loads of good luck and happiness for me. I know there are some people elsewhere who will do the same for me.

Totally Blank,
H@rdeep.